.Wednesday, December 2, 2009 . 6:35 AM
Back , from Malaysia , truly Asia .
Yea.. back from vacation! Fun ? Absolutely i guess . Will blog again about my whole trip and will upload some photos too .. So stay tuned : ) .
Yup, these few days ,hadn't been quite as desired .. With certain things happening and running through my mind .. Don't know why but the weird feeling i had while in the midst of the O's preparation , sort of came back to haunt me. Hah , sounds scary ? No idea . But it's not as strong though. Thank God. Perhaps it was just a little unexpected , and astounding? That's why i feel life is wonderful , no theories , a bittersweet process. But i hope i'm right , hah. I hope things'll get better , or perhaps as what i visualize it to become. Disappointed i am , losing hope probably not . Greater things have yet to come. Yea , It does bother me though , quite a bit .. Indeed a Beautiful mess. (love that song) Mixed feelings . stirring , forcefully . Phew , it's been awhile since i really sit down and pen down my thoughts, perhaps type ~.~ It helps a little though . Yea , been thinking and thinking , still finding the key. Maybe it's just a high tide ? well i don't really know .. soon , perhaps . Yes , music is my friend! Soothes my mood . Calms . The guitar , songs , hah .. It is what keeps me going .. haha what i really want to focus on .. Not easy , but i'll try . Yea .. getting a little tired , time to rest .
BEAUTIFUL MESS(great song)
You’ve got the best of both worlds
You’re the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you’re needy,
Humble but you’re greedy
Based on your body language,
And shoddy cursive I’ve been reading
Your style is quite selective,
but your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is
Hey, what a beautiful mess this is
It’s like picking up trash in dresses
Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerves you can call it fiction
‘Cause I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
‘Cause here we are, here we are
Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they’re quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There’s no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words they're paraphrasing this relationship we’re staging
And it’s a beautiful mess, yes it is
It’s like, we're picking up trash in dresses
Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And kind and courteous is a life I’ve heard
But it’s nice to say that we played in the dirt
Cause here, here we are, Here we are
Here we are x7
We're still here
And what a beautiful mess this is
It’s like taking a guess when the only answer is yes
And through timeless words and priceless pictures
We’ll fly like birds not of this earth
And tides they turn and hearts disfigure
But that’s no concern when we’re wounded together
And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts
But it’s nice today, oh the wait was so worth it
That's all i have for today , hah . danke !
Basketball,Guitar,Singing..
