.Sunday, December 4, 2011 . 1:48 AM
Inevitable changes, nothing less.
Feel so good to be able to blog again or in fact, write about what had and is happening in my life. I'm freaking 18 going 19 soon.. and knowing that you're growing up sucks.. real bad man. To say that time flies would be an understatement.. flying doesn't describe how fast time passes by.
Cannot believe that i've cleared 2 years of college education.. still remembered the victorious feeling i felt after receiving my O level results 2 years ago and sincerely feel rather accomplished . Not gonna take that back though.. because i finished something even greater - A freaking levels. Finished.. but well ? Hmm that'll take me 3 more months to find out. Nonetheless, a life changing experience for me i guess.. this 2 years is hell of a hectic, exciting, different journey and perhaps a milestone for me. The most exciting part will of course be that final 2-3 months of mad,stressful and tough mugging. Trust me, exams at this level is evil.. and it really changes you hah.
IJC- A typical college on the surface.. You meet all kinds of people in this place i would say. But i truly thank God for placing friends, teachers who would go the extra mile to be more than just mates and educators and this, made the final year possible for me to overcome. 1st year was manageable but the rigour in year 2 totally expanded my capacity and to be honest, i felt lost. Couldn't understand myself; my mind, my heart. Always thought that it wouldn't shake me that much but i was wrong.. proven pretty wrong in the final lap but somehow, somehow managed to withstand the stretch. Without these people, college would have been a drag and a wasted experience but thankfully it was not. So many lessons learnt through this 2 years of my life and hitherto, i'm still picking up useful learning points that could well make my life less challenging in the years to come. Reflections. Inflections.
We always tell ourselves " Nothing is Impossible ", "Never give up", " Persevere". But when do we seriously apply them? Are they mere cliches that we take for granted? Personally, 2011 made me deeply understand what this phrases are for man. Because when you go through something that makes you feel worse than shit, you'll then find out the true meaning behind this overused misused abused pick up lines to get yourself up and back on track.
Right now, i'm quite free.. particularly from stress! Still wondering if i should really take on a part time job before i embark on another 2 years of.. hell in NDU? Haha but there are things that i cannot wait to earn man.. besides money it's of course my driving license! Hope i pass my TP soon and start wasting dad's petrol then. That aside.. Christmas is coming!!
Favourite season of the year.. always man. The spirit and atmosphere of Christmas's just awesome be it whether i'm home, outside or in church. So gonna expect a wonderful end of december in just a few weeks yeah..
Anyway, i just finished watching " You're the apple of my eye". Fantastic movie man.. hilarious and touching as anyone would similarly feel so. Brings me back to days where school life was just the ' doing what you feel like doing ' kind of thing. Now that we're all kinda moving to a different phase.. it really makes me yearn for the harmless and innocent school life i've had.. hah. Alright shall just stop writing because i'm getting lazier and lazier. Let's end 2011 well and embrace 2012! : )
Basketball,Guitar,Singing..
